So I don't know where my roads are taking me I'm just allowing my wings to catch the wing. Idon't really know where I'm going or how I'm getting there, I just know I'm in no rush. I'm still and enjoying it. My life has me pretty busy just in general.

Well, as most have learned in this life. It always does something to someone. I stood by a dear friend of mine who was only 47 years old. She lived a strong, powerful life. In 2004, I was told she was going in for chemo and radiation for Cervical cancer. She laughed and joked around about it but said she would beat it. Unfortunately, in 2008, it came back this time in her lungs...Stupid cancer. Again she swore to everyone not to worry she would kick it in the ass again! Again, she was right, Cancer went bye-bye!!! Unfortunately, in the same year a few months later she was diagnosed with Brain Cancer...It had travelled again. she for the third time said she was going to beat it. Unfortunately, becasue she had just gone through the chemo and radiation she could not do it again. So, she fought a hard battle. The tumors on her brain began to make body functions fail and eventually, shut her lungs down. she fought for almost a year but sadly, she could not defeat her final battle.
I was very close with Lynn. She was like a sister, to her I was the daughter she never had. She spoiled me all the time and she did her best.
Now its time for her to rest until I see her again.......

As for myself, I have a job I love bathing and drying dogs in a pet grooming salon, I am trying to get myself a Conformation Show Yorkshire Terrier. but I have suffered from the loss of Lynn.

As I wrote last time my fiancee have broken up. However, we are still Good friends and life has been quite interesting. I am going to be her fiancee's bridesmaid and everything. We all now hang out often and we are always seen picking on each other and laughing. I am actually kind of glad I am single. Life is very interesting cuz I do not have anyone saying who I have to be or what I have to act like. I can just be me.

As everyone knew I was in love with a woman on here named Suicide DeathWish. I really thought she loved me and really did beieve she was the one. Now however, we are no longer together, she found a new girl that she loves and I am just yesterday's paper. I am hiding all my feelings and hiding my heart from the world.

Yet again I am let down by my own body. It turns out i will never carry a child full term. On April 29th I miscarried the baby. I guess its just not meant to be. That' s life, I suppose. Not really talkative today so I'm going to finish it up on a good note. My Fiancee made it to my house for my birthday.